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Sunday, September 28, 2008

林宥嘉-背影

三公分阳光
三公分空气
堵在眼前像一面玻璃
挡住了你表情剩下只有脚印
一直向前走 走不完距离
一直向后 退不出回忆
很高兴有心事帮我困住自己
你头发上淡淡青草香气
变成了风才能和我相遇
你的目光蒸发成云
再下成雨我才能够靠近

感谢我不可以 住进你的眼睛
所以才能拥抱你的背影
有再多的遗憾 用来牢牢记住
不完美的所有美丽
感谢我不可以 拥抱你的背影
所以才能变成你的背影
躲在安静角落
不用你回头看
不用珍惜

我怀里所有温暖的空气
变成风也不敢和你相遇
我的心事蒸发成云
再下成雨却舍不得淋湿你

躲在安静角落
如果你回头看
不用在意

what we could have been, 11:40 PM.
Friday, September 19, 2008

sad

nobody understands, no one knows
i chose not to
so y am i even complaining
but sometimes the loneliness kills
i wish i have someone i can really open up to
someone i can really trust
someone that can listen and understands
but i should just blame myself
this is my character

i am a bad person
really bad
the thought scares me

i'm just a coward.

keeping everything inside me
it's pathetic i know
thinking too much before doing anything, missing out on too much in life
i hate me

i want to cry so badly
but there's not even one drop of tear
mb it's just a pretense
but it hurts
alot

there are some things that you can't even tell to your closest friends.

wo hui jiang na san ge zi hua zuo ni de xing ming yong yuan de fang zai xin li

what we could have been, 8:52 PM.
Saturday, September 13, 2008

flu sucks
i prefer fever than flu
seriously

what we could have been, 12:39 PM.
Sunday, September 7, 2008

i found a job at the CPF board
handling medishield application forms etc
work is super tedious
not very familiar with the processes still.
they even have a duty roster planned out
my name will be in it by this week
scared.
and the stupid auntie keep giving me things to file
like i don't have other work liddat
and she still go and tell other ppl
orh u finish updating le then give all of tt for her to file.
shit you.
the filing i can file the whole day pls
keep piling up on my desk.
it's one whole big stack everytime.
i think i need to do ot like everyday already
and i got cheated!
!@#$%^&*()_!@#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*
20% of my pay will go to my cpf!
tt means i only earn like 800 or 900 plus altogether!
the agent didn tell me la!
wth

what we could have been, 12:39 PM.

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