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Wednesday, December 24, 2008

i've decided!
not joining talent quest
as their prize is only a $300 recording package
at least give me cash.
registration fees is alr $12 if i rmb correctly
and i think it is just a small event
not really worth my time in my opinion.
and! the most problematic thing is that
i have to go find my own minus one.
which will most probably lead to buying of karaoke cds.
scrubbed ones are of a super poor quality.
bass is greatly reduced.

anw.
i'm super happy today!
shanghai edison actually emailed christmas wishes to me!
still miss them till now.
but i think frain already like forgot us totally becoz of his new gf
ah heck watever
we all know that he is the most despo one amongst them all.
haha!

An advanced Happy Merry Christmas to all!

what we could have been, 1:25 AM.
Saturday, December 13, 2008

yayy!
done with exams!
1 paper only happy for what
But still got tons of projects....
It's like never ending
Anyway 2mr is EOY!!!
They say it might be the last one by stac
Will be going
but mb not for long
since the frens a drag along is not really into tt
their main purpose is the shopping session after tt. -_-

wants to go shopping too
(really need to get shoes)
and go kbox!
but i already spent like 90+ ytd.
mainly because of the super duper kawaii Te-chan..
Yyyy am i so willing to spend $ on you
when i always think really carefully before making any purchases.
wants to meet up with many ppl too.
like sab cl mich sijie nic sean and gang

anw, i got a talentquest invitation
deciding whether to sign up

what we could have been, 12:31 AM.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008

okay! updates!

went to ktv session with salad and gang on last last week i think?
made new friends!
really nice ppl
one is a girl but looks like a very cute guy. super friendly.
i really hope to learn japanese but no $$$
so mb i will go kino and buy books to learn myself.
some of my frens learnt it tt way
hope it works for me.

went to kbox with sijie, hongyan, jing jing, brandon and new fren sam
thanks a lot for sijie and gang for accompanying me
if not it will be damn awkward

i am dying for a shopping session
and a seoul garden session
and a pepper lunch one too!
haha.

i kept saying i want to find tuition to teach
but well, all say but no action done!
hahahahaha
mb i will do tt when schh holidays starts

anw. i am addicted to super sad korean ost songs now adays.
but of coz.
WaT's my favourite
for ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever~

next time to kino i will buy teppei's other two photobooks and mb his calender.
must save money!

oh yea. just submitted fyp individual
i think i will get damn low
anyhow do
no comparisons at all
just listing
haiz~
though everyone knows the consequences of last minuite ness,
we still refuse to do work earlier
zi zuo zi shou arhhhhhh
*dies*

what we could have been, 7:28 PM.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008

okok. long time no updates..
so here it goes.

25th Oct

Thanks for all the wishes and presents!
Those who shld rmbed rmbed and those i tot would forgot also rmbed!
ahaha. happy day after all.
went out with sean and gang in the afternn.
ate steamboat and durian ice cream cake!
then when to meet family for dinner.
ate at newyork newyork.

27th Oct

When out with Sijie. hur hur.
1st thing is we ask: i became fatter rite? rite rite?
haha. coz ours is annual event so shld be quite accurate.
and yes. i've grown fat. ugh.
so much for the 1 week 1 run session.
when i heard we can just walk one round and get cop for nafa,
i sort of just gave up on the run thing which i gauranteed to the the shanghai ppl tt i will do.
lol.
ok. mb if i get to find out how to walk to cck stadium from my house. then i shall consider again.
anw, we went to vivo and watched HSM3.
loved the rooftop waltz! and gabriella's prom dress is love!
hope i can meet up with her again soon.
we have never ending topics to chat about.
nxt time it shall be ktv session with the dunearn choir gang.

1st November

It's Leanne's Birthday and we went out to celebrate for her.
We went to so many places in 1 day.
Vivo-->FarEast Plaza-->Tangs-->Kinokuniya-->Raffles City-->Clarke Quay
We went to Xiao Zhu's shop in FarEast. super ulu location.
and we saw Li Teng as a cashier there. the caps there are nice. BUT ex.. :(
Bought Te-Chan's photobook at Kino. $37.7
i got like 2 more of his photobooks to buy.
and i still wanna buy WaT's live tour dvd
and their first album and mb teppei's calender.
can see the smoke from my bank alr.
ate at shokudo at raffles city
took alot of random photos.
was real fun. haha
Was planning to go to a pub at clarke quay
but it seems most of them only accepts 21 yrs and above.
sooooo, we went to starbucks and sat until they closed shop.
took a night rider home and got off the wrong stop.
haha. luckily bro knows where to find me.
slept at ard 3 tt day. super fulfilling day.

after 1st Nov, our horror starts.
actually it started way b4 tt.
with all the amount of prj and datelines,
we are all brain dead and dying.
then on, we only leave sch at 5+
take the example of today.
we ended school at 10am.
and guess what, we discussed our prjs and tutorials until 715pm
there are no classes in between.
so tt means we stayed in school longer than we are supposed to by 9hrs.
and we completed:
fyp proposal
rmtr proposal (discussion and main pts only)
rmtr tutorial

omg. i seriously think trm is the course with the most work to do!
My acc fren said she dun even have fyp.
why why why did i choose this course.

yayaya
complain complain complain. then in the end still must do. haiz

what we could have been, 10:22 PM.
Monday, October 20, 2008

anyone knows where to get WaT Collection cd?
i can't find it anywhere. =(

what we could have been, 6:16 PM.
Friday, October 17, 2008

i need $.
the spree addiciton is acting up on me again.

anw. sch just started.
tons of assignments to do.
i think i will hate IBS the most.
those assignments that the chers says are the most FUN
are actually the most IRRITATING ones.
i would rather have normal tuts.

Thurs will be the most motivated day to go to sch.
coz i get to meet THEM!
haha. love you all lots k!

and Sabrina Lee! I know you miss me alot! :D

(i think i will write some posts in my lj account again and lock it up.
too many constraints here.)

what we could have been, 11:38 PM.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008

you won't know what i'm gg through.

today's bad. very bad. really bad.

well. i am used to being alone in the house.
but sometimes i still wish to have someone at home whom i can at least chat with.
it's not that i will tell them my problems coz i will always keep them inside me.
but at least be there?

but no. they weren't there. tt's ok. coz i won't expect them to know that i have had a bad day and even almost cried on the bus today just because of small little teeny weeny things.
i shan't elaborate on tt.

but! they shldn't have made me even more upset rite!

why are they maligning me for things that i didn do
and when i wanted to stand up for myself, they think tt i am being rude and don't respect them.
worst . my mum goes on about. how can u talk to me liddat?
how will u treat me in the future if u are like this now?

then the stupid bro. sometimes i like him ALOT. then at times i really hate him to the core.
u quarrel with me for the slightest things.

i have been putting up with u for a very long time for the: who should use the desktop thingy.
i always let u use the desktop at most after 15 mins after u asked me to.
but when i asked u?
oh! maybe i will wait until the next day then i will et the chance to use it.
at least until u get home. then i will have to give up the seat to you!

i told u abt this today. but still u feel tt u are right. coz u insisted tt u need to send some impt emails. ok. send emails will send 1 hr one meh?

and. what's more. u got angry with me and i really mean' angry'
when i just type 'ok' for you in ur chat window for fun.
like u didn type much more longer words for me lar!
and those tt shldn't be typed!
just becoz tt girl on the chat window is the girl u like!
shit you!

so becoz of all these. i cried for at least 4 times today.
not even listening to happy songs helps.
break my own record k.

i may look ok and still very happy on the outside but i'm nt.
serious. i am so getting used to this pretence i placed around myself.
sometimes i wonder if i will meet a person that i can share all my sadness and happiness with.
a soul mate.

what we could have been, 9:44 PM.

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